I can’t believe how much i miss being active. Since i was back from Haj and i’ve been either in bed or on the Sofa, doing nothing useful whatsoever. I was never the type of person who gets easily sick and all, but this month or so has been such an emotional and physical torture. Thank God, the worse is behind and i am feeling better, I’ve realized how ungrateful we humans can be, when we’re in our full energy we do not thank Allah for this blessing, but when we fall sick, all we can do is pray Allah that we heal.

رب لا تجعلني من الساخطين الناكرين لخيراتك واجعلني من الشاكرين…

During the last couple of weeks, the only people I was able to be around were my mother, father and sisters, other than that, I haven’t been seeing anyone, not because I don’t want to, but because i was an emotional wreck from the weakness i felt, where I was unable to socialize properly. Sorry for those who might think that i don’t care, and thanks for those that kept calling and text-ing asking about me even when their calls go unanswered for days.

Recently,

I’ve realized that the people you know for a few days can sometimes end up being there for you starting from day 2 of knowing them, while we normally think that long relations are the only ones that are real.

I’ve realized that if someone wants to misunderstand you,  then they’ll continue to misunderstand you whether you explain things to them or not

I’ve realized that sometimes some people tend to grow so far that they end up forgetting how much you cherish them..

They say, if you have something to say, then say it, never wait for someone to tell you “but you never told me so”..

I will try to post soon, something more optimistic I hope, but for now, please allow me to be away…

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